I’ve been working with the flower of life recently and it’s been bringing up some thoughts on memory, connection and matrix.

My experience is that we are connected by memory, and memory is also matrix. Memory is not something in the past, it is something that lives ‘now’ in other timelines and dimensions. We also remember the future in many of our fictions and imaginations.

Memory shapes the DNA – it is the programming that creates us. It is only our perceptions of memory that can sometimes hold us back.

We are this matrix and there is no escape from matrix but we can transform ourselves within it. We can change our perception of ourselves and our vibration so that we engage with it in an empowering way.

This is not necessarily about ‘positive thinking’, it is more about being willing to transform – to being willing to die and be reborn. To be willing let go so that we can experience ourselves anew.

The experience of matrix can then switch from something that is confining, into something that is an essential fuel source, so we no longer experience ourselves as being caught or controlled ‘within’ it. Instead we move into an experience of being completely empowered by it as we recognise that we are actually are ‘it’.

I’ve found (and still find) this to be a fascinating journey of transformation that can only happen through experience. These answers are not given through the intellect, but through an openness to receive an experience through the body. To stop the questioning mind and simply feel what is present in every moment – this gives us the space to face, receive and transform what’s within.